I hate my life now as I do not have any target for my life at this stage. I do not really know what to do, what kind of life to live or what jobs to have. I don't even have any passion to travel (except Agean Sea), probably because I no longer afford to have any travel plan in the near future.
Talking about my job. I do not even know whether I'll be continuing working after giving birth. Most likely I will as I am not the type of person who can sit still in the house. But of course the situation might change totally when I have a bb. Who knows I may become a super mother? :) And if I do work, I do not know whether to work in commercial line and get a "higher" ( still consider very low as compared to other friends) pay, or to work in this right brain education centre with lower pay but more relax working environment & better exposure on children education.
I still dream of working & staying overseas. En Gin has never really banned this dream of mine, provided I have given birth to 4 kids! Well, who is going to employ me when I am at least 35 years old with 4 kids?!
I miss those days when I knew so well what to do on certain period, eg: to go for working holidays in UK after graduation from uni, to go to New Zealand before getting 30 years old etc.
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